{"id":1286,"date":"2024-03-09T17:21:50","date_gmt":"2024-03-10T01:21:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/?p=1286"},"modified":"2024-03-09T17:33:26","modified_gmt":"2024-03-10T01:33:26","slug":"blank-pages","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/?p=1286","title":{"rendered":"Fallen flowers, blank pages"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<a href=\"https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/Fallen-Camelias-scaled.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1920\" height=\"2560\" src=\"https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/Fallen-Camelias-scaled.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1289\" srcset=\"https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/Fallen-Camelias-scaled.jpg 1920w, https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/Fallen-Camelias-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/Fallen-Camelias-1536x2048.jpg 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1920px) 100vw, 1920px\" \/><\/a>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;ve got both my browser and my journal\/sketchbook open as if staring at two blank pages is easier than one. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>***<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;ve been obsessing over the 2014 song &#8220;Coffee&#8221; by the band Sylvan Esso, in which the chorus repeats the lines, &#8220;Get up, get down.&#8221; That&#8217;s because I&#8217;ve been suffering for months from a sore tailbone that makes me dread sitting and a also condition called meralgia paresthetica, which makes my left thigh burn when I stand. As I got up and got down over and over in his office, my pain physician told me it was hurting him just to watch me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve got both my browser and my journal\/sketchbook open as if staring at two blank pages is easier than one. *** I&#8217;ve been obsessing over the 2014 song &#8220;Coffee&#8221; by the band Sylvan Esso, in which the chorus repeats the lines, &#8220;Get up, get down.&#8221; That&#8217;s because I&#8217;ve been suffering for months from a sore &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/?p=1286\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Fallen flowers, blank pages<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1286","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1286","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1286"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1286\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1294,"href":"https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1286\/revisions\/1294"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1286"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1286"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/laurashefler.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1286"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}